Sometimes........

Sometimes.......I get frightened thinking about the future. I know it's

completely futile, but it happens

Sometimes......I wonder what my Mum would have made of some of the life

decisions I have made; decisions I made blindly because she was not around to guide me

Sometimes........I get paralyzed with fear thinking about breast cancer and

whether I will get it (again another futile thought!)

Sometimes........I feel there will never be advances in cancer; not while the

pharmaceutical industry have ultimate control over medical/scientific research

Sometimes........I do stop and just breathe (Hubs calls it "zoning out" ;-)

Sometimes......I wish I could just ring up some of my wonderful blogging

friends and say, "Hey! how do you fancy meeting for a coffee and a

girlie chat".

Sometimes .......I lose hours with Twitter and Pinterest

Sometimes........I wonder what my legacy will be

as I don't have children.

I hope it will be, "she was a good example of a hard-worker,

a better example of a a daughter, and the

best example of a wife and loyal and sincere friend".

Sometimes.........I can spend hours in my kitchen cooking

up a feast for no-one in particular

Sometimes.......I wonder if I followed the "right" path

Sometimes.......I get overwhelmed by how lucky I really am

Sometimes......I wonder what it would be like to be drunk.

I'm a tee-total, and have never been drunk (sometimes

I think it could be fun)

Sometimes.........I wonder if I will ever find the perfect

mascara!

I ALWAYS.................write in my Gratitude journal (this

is my 5th year of doing so, and I love reading back over old

journals)

I NEVER................ask "Why me?" because the answer

always comes back "Why not?".

What are your "sometimes", "always" and "nevers"?

As always I would love to hear

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